Saturday, November 20, 2004

Fight with courage, win with style.
Fails without tears, determination is all that counts.

MOVED

MOVED.

anchored dreams found her destiny 11:17

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Fight with courage, win with style.
Fails without tears, determination is all that counts.

i dun understand

i dunno wad i am still asking for. i think i'm so greedy.
this is enough. enough.
i need my tears and feelings back.



anchored dreams found her destiny 20:20

Monday, November 15, 2004

Fight with courage, win with style.
Fails without tears, determination is all that counts.

it's a rainy day

urgh. juz leave me alone.
i'm so disgusted once again.
"it's alrite, nvm, it's ok, i understand."
yuck. did i say tat the last time?
aw then tat wasn't me.
yea suits me fine to those out there thinking i'm a hypocrite.
wdva. i dun care. y shld i care when even no one cares abt me?
or at least those whom i care for?
admit it. some ppl are juz selfish.
disgustingly selfish.
revealing the truth juz means another mask on.
wad's the point?
it dosen make a difference when false fronts alr buried the truth.
no one will ever give up e whole forest bec of a tree when they still hav plenty willing ones to choose from. or at least u r not tat one.

i dun need the guilty ones to stand forward.
no big deal actually.
and if u think u're not. juz ignore this and dun bother to ask.
i juz need my own shadow to hide. i dun need yurs to cover mine.
and i dun think u understand wad is independence.

anchored dreams found her destiny 17:27

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Fight with courage, win with style.
Fails without tears, determination is all that counts.

stay strong

life is too fragile. i know if i'm in tat position and might juz breakdown and lost in space forever. i'm weak. not strong. i'm not affected, but i realli hope i can share your tears.

it's unfair. it's so cruel. i hope today nv came.
take care. i realli hope i can help in any way.
stay strong. i know u will.
and u know we will always be there for u no matter wad.
u're the strongest person i've ever seen.
i know u will get past this.
it's difficult. but u hav to.
cry it all out. on my shoulder, anywhere. and move on.
god bless. u and her.



anchored dreams found her destiny 22:24

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Fight with courage, win with style.
Fails without tears, determination is all that counts.

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201% stressed. i'm paranoid over everything. i realise i carn be too sure of everything. take today for example. juz a slight mistake and there goes my one mark. and YES that is a VERY IMPORTANT 1 mark.
i can compare cause this is a national exam everyone is taking the same papers and cuz there are ppl out there getting the full marks but i carn. i carn i carn. i carn afford to lose myself. i've worked so hard for the past four years. my efforts carn go down the drain. i need some motivation. i'm not studying for the sake of it. i'm studying for my future.


anchored dreams found her destiny 21:15
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